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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 03:09:27 GMT

We shouldn't do or act upon things in spite of being totally enraged with anger or hurt..
We shall resist the easy way out and find a way to make situations better..
We need to be beyond childish games such as this "he said, she said.."
We need to value ourselves so that others can value us..
We need to learn what it takes to forgive and not hold grudges...for grudges poison our minds..
We must not live in the past,but at the same time, understand that the past helps us understand who we are in the present..
We must learn to be original..learn that we indeed are one and only..
Above all, we must be true to ourselves and remain firm upon our ground..

-cLaRiSsA-

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:45:35 GMT

To someone i ThOuGhT was a fRiEnD...

I thought you were better than that, i thought our friendship was more to you than that.. But i was ToTaLLy proved wrong in such a way that i NeVeR expected from you.. You are the MoSt hYpAcRiTiCaL,SeLfiSh person i know. You put on a front faking that everything is good but yet you turn around and talk the meanest **sHiT** behind my back..!!! How could i be so stupid as to think that you would never do that to me..?since you do it to everyone anyway... You know, i can deal with you not speaking to me for BuLLsHiT aSs reasons but you disrespecting me is... FuCkEd Up!!!! i have never disrespected you in ANY WAY .. no one can disrespect people quite like you can..You never grew out of this little game you play..Thanks for making me realize what you were all about...

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 00:02:48 GMT

- To like and to love are two very distinct things but at the same time, nearly impossible to distinguish. I think life would be pointless if we knew how to distinguish them. Time and time again we have fought for someone thinking we are in love only to find out that it was but a simple sentiment of care or perhaps an external attraction. That person with who you want to spend your life with, enters your life only once and sometimes whether you believe it or not, you find it impossible to let that person come into your life un-noticed, when you see them your eyes shine more than usual, your face smiles in such a way that you radiate a world full of love; you breathe so slow but at the same time you find yourself infront of the love of your life, yet you let them go based upon judgements or false traditions that aren't going to be with you during the rough times, in those instances that you wish to have that special person with you to support you, so that with just one smile, can fix your world.

Don't be confused by love and like, because the person which you love, could be right infront of you, and you could be blind, you could be letting them go. Don't think your destiny will take you to them, you make your own destiny. If you feel you love someone tell them, their response doesn't matter, fight for your feelings and emotions until you feel completely defeated, no one said it would be easy, but everything that is easy, is worthless. Don't confuse a physcial attraction with the intense feeling we call love, because physicality is only temporary, feelings and emotions are everlasting. That person is with you through all the trials and tribulations, and with just a glance, knows your not okay, that with only a simple caress, makes you feel renewed. You know they love you so much, you are scared to fail. That person is truly in love with you, even though time will pass and you will grow old and fat, that person will still be in love with you and you will continue being the most beautiful woman in the world. Don't loose that person that only comes once, and when you realize that they were the love of your life, it could be too late. From that moment on, your life turns upside down and things will never be the same. Make your decision until you are completely sure, you can gain so much, or loose that person, and though time will pass, you will never forget....

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 22:37:36 GMT

Your selfish ways and egotistical thoughts hurt me deep in my heart... Something you will never see, muchless understand. How you admitted to taking everything i am for granted tears me up inside...shatters my emotions...clouds my thoughts...Thinking that you could keep me happy by just saying "i love you" but what about everything behind that? What about all of the endless emotions and intense passion that surrounds that? What, does that just die? Does that just get lost somewhere along the way? Just the thought of you taking me for granted distresses my mind, and saddens my soul..The heart can truly forgive, but can never forget...

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 21:52:09 GMT

Whats up Ho'S?! Me somewhat tired..AnYwHo...!!! iM PrOuD tO sAy ThAt We SPANKED the sHiT OuTtA ThEm SoRrY aSs eAgLeS!!!! the game was good...probably the best since ive been in high school..EveryOne was oN ThEiR ToEz gEtTiN CrUnK!! LiL dEsTiNy started "hyperventilating" ah..YoUnG FrEsHmEn ThEsE DiAs...So aLL oF yOu iKe FaNs..We BeAt Ya'LLs PuNk AsSeS!!! LoL!!! Today we had our first band car wash to raise money to go to OrLaNdO!! It was FuN,gOoD TiMeS...GoOd TiMeS NeVeR tO bE fOrGoTtEn... KeEp iT GaNgStEr KiDs..iM OuT...Leave some LUbBiN!!!

YoUrS tRuLy--

`cLaRiSsA

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:29:23 GMT

cOnFiDeNcE-----nOnE

SeLf-EsTeEm---NoNe

WhO aM i....?

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 23:04:34 GMT

RoCkEn StiLLeToS Ho'..!!!

WhAtS ThE dEaL NiGgArOaChEz..??! Damn man i dont know about you guys..but i am DAMN TiReD!!!! i hadn't been this tired SinCe UmM..LasT YeAr RiGhT ArOuNd DiS TiMe...qUiTe "ExAhUsTiNg..." MaN oN thE ReAL..we have been practicing for like....2 sTrAiGhT WeEkS NoN-StOp MaYnE!!!! even though i understand why it is this intense that doesnt mean we dont get tired..iTs like Ur BoDy iS GiViNg OuT...YoU DiG?? FINALLY my time had come and I got fitted for my FaBuLoUs LeTtErMaN JaCkEt...qUiTe LoVeLy..!!! HeY KiRrA....gUeSs wHaT i PuT On My JaCkEt...."LiTtLe ToE!!!" YaYuH!!! =) Well iM OuT Of ThiS PiEcE..!!! Be safe,&

KeEp iT GaNgStEr...

-cLaRiSsA

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:31:27 GMT

" The Only perfection that exist is that which we picture in our minds..." -Plato

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 19:52:13 GMT

HeLLo PuNkS..! I hope all of you are doing FaBuLoUs on tHiS BeAuTiFuL SaTuRdAy AfterNoOn... Well Friday morning SOME of the cLiCk met at Denny's..Destinys Tired ass was still sLeEpiN so she didn't go, But LiTtLe JeAnEtTe WoKe up and was DoWn..But uh,she had to wash her extra-small baby tee..(im pretty sure she fell asleep and forgot abou the shirt) BuT AnYwAyS ! The SeNiOrS (and juniors) need to decide wether or not they can HaNg WiF dA BiG DaWgS!!! After that,we went to the CrUnKeSt pep-rally of the year..the people were actually into it and shit..We had A FULL mO'fO ReHuRsAL afer schooL!!!!! BoOtLeG!! then the fed us some nasty pizza then we were off to Tully for the game which was the best games of the season so far cuz the game was over and we were tied 17-17 so then overtime kicked in and then we were up 17-23 the last 20 seconds of the game Stratford made a touch down..then they kicked a field goal and the final score was 23-24 Stratford won..Good Game Aldine i was very proud of my fellow football players! Aight well iM OuT oF tHiS BiAtcH... Leave some LuBbiN KiDz..!!

Keep it ReaL GaNgStErS..!!

-cLaRiSsA-

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 18:46:09 GMT

Hello BiTcHeS..WaT's CaDiLaC'iN? Well i am relieved to know that all the people close to me are very much alive and KiCk'iN iT...and that no one has a tree in their livingroom! Damn that Ho' ass RiTa!! sCaRiNg everyone! Oh well,it served me as a vacation to MeXiCo,where all we did was eat and drink(coca-cola that is)!! Hell YEA!! Pretty cool although im very thankful for being back home with no damages..Well UmM...i think thats about it for the MoMeNtO..Might update later..LeAvE SoMe LuBbiN...!!!!

cAtCh Ya"LL On ThE fLiP SiDe KiDdOs!

To The iNfAmOuS CrEw: KeEp iT GaNgStEr!!!!

iM OuT-

YoUr OnE AnD OnLy--

cLaRi